Thank you
Thank you God for everthing you have given back to me and all the blessing you have given to me. I love you and thank you so much father for my bestfriend.
Try Something New
Thank you God for the past two years in which i have been able to meet this wonderful and beautiful person who has changed my life forever. I know we’ve had a couple of fights, well actually alot, and i never want to lose her; But one things for certain, as i’ve recently been reminded, you bless and develop relationships and friendships when they are built and centered around you. Otherwise they are meaningless. So for that reason, i want to re dedicate this friendship to you for you to do as you will. Thank you so much Father for everything you have been doing in our lives and i entrust this friendship to you again. Thank you so much.
This Week
This week has been both shocking and amazing and horrible. This week i have gone from extremly happy to miserable to estatic and joyous. I never though that so many thinga could happen in one week. I have lost something very valuable to me yet i gained something valuable as well. This week has made a very significant impact on my life. I only regret how i can not share my joy with certain people. Today isnt over yet and i pray to God that he will help to make things right so that i may start the summer…the right way. Cause if theres anything i learned this week, its that life has no purpose or value unless its lived for him. I learned that lesson this week from my bestfriend.
Never Speak In Anger
Yesterday i learned i should never act out of anger. Yesterday i probably made of the most hurting and biggest mistakes in high school. Lately i havent exactly been where i should have been in my spiritual walk and it took losing you to realize. I dont think i could ever forgive myself for what i did to you. Im sorry from the deepest part of my heart. All i ask is that God will give me a chance to one day meet you face to face and tell you exactly how i feel and thank you for the encouragement you offered me amongst that fight. I loved and always. I spoke out of anger which i never should have done and all that was said were lies. All lies. But of course once its done, theres no going back. You deserved what i said. You deserved better. And even though at times yea you can irritate the heck out of me, yoy are still my sistet and i should never speak to you like that again. I cant undo the hurt i did to you. All i can do is move one, grow in God like i should have been this whole time and just pray that one day he will give me another chance to tell you how i feel. You reminded me to get back on track with God and even though its only been a couple days, i have already done so much to start mending my life and trying my hardest to live again soley for God and become that guy i was with you 2 years ago. I love you. And all i want is another chance.
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I just keep crying and I can’t stop. And now I’m having a pity party and listening to my sad day playlist. And nothing makes sense. And now that it hit me that you’re not in my life, it just sucks. Absolutely sucks. I’m terrified of not having you in it. Our fight reminded me of one I’ve had in…
All i want is the chance to tell you how i feel and how i wish i could take everything i said to you back. I want another chance.
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